Tuesday, January 18, 2005

I'm stiff and sore. While I enjoy the slight warming of temprature the rain is just making me hurt. Nothing is comfortable. Sitting standing laying down. It's so exhausting. I slept badly. Have been sleeping badly rather.

Been doing quite a bit of research and I'm not entirely encouraged.

I don't really know what to do. I know I should go to the doctor but I can't really afford the copay.

Blah. How depressing.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

For fuck sake.

I really hadn't intended my first entry in the new year to be me whining but I really can't hold it in. Feel free not to read this.

Whining. Ok so I'm perusing the forum of another journal provider I use and to what should my wandering eyes should appear but the 'good' news that someone I can't fucking stand has been published yet again.

Now honestly I can say when I find someone elses writing good. I do it all the time. But this persons writing is lame. An opinion shared by many people I've both spoken to and where he's been chased off for being an arrogant asshole.

Can you see my eyes turning green?

I had looked at this publication in the not so distant past, and to this point had put them on the list of possibles but I don't think so now. Maybe this is an error on my part but I have become very careful as to who and where I will submit to whether it's in print or online. Honestly there are SO many ezines etc that just publish shit I dont' want to be lumped in with the bad. Does that make me a snob?


Times like this I curse my low output, non-submitting, little published arse.



And as the title of this entry implies...OH FOR FUCKS SAKE!!

That is really all I can think to say.

I feel a little but still JAYSUS crispy. Ew. I feel like I need a soul/colon cleansing now.

And maybe after I beat the green eyed monster into submission I can get back to the entry I've been working on for 2 days.

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