So. First things first. I am really in no mood to navigate the minefield of my psyche so expect some fluff.
There is a lot going on in my head right now and it makes me feel very, very uncomfortable to talk about it. Any of it.
That said onto more comfortable ground.
This past weekend I went to Walgreens and purchased myself a microdermabrasion treatment. I've been using it as directed for three days now and my skin feels noticeably smoother. I really like it.
However I really need to get back on the hair nail and skin regiment of vitamins I'd been on. I notice the difference. It's been about two/three months since I stopped taking them and my nails haven't been in as good of shape.
And my hair.
Well I can say with some certainty that the monster fluff cannot be contained. Going Au natural just is not working for me. So this weekend I will be relaxing my hair. It's still at an odd length and truth be told I have no idea what to do with it.
Hopefully if I can find someone cheap I can get some braids or something because I'm not really sure what else to do and getting it done at the salon is not an option at this point.
If anybody knows someone that does some cheap hair in Seatown leave a note.
As usual in my times of stress I don't take very good care of myself.=20 I've done a lot of backsliding in that regard lately and I need to stop. I know that rationally but emotionally, it's a lot harder to really do.
My lack of caring for myself is becoming more and more evident and I'm not happy with it.
I think I might start writing things down. I do better if I have something tangible to tell myself: do this. And why I need to do it.
I think that's all for right now. I am going to do some reading.