Monday, March 06, 2006

My big fat fucked up weekend

So there was a snafu with the aforementioned wondercheck that caused me to have a shitty weekend. My plans were cancelled and I went without a few things.

In light of this particular event I am changing my birthday plans. There will be no clubbing. And the two things I'm winning on Ebay are my presents. Maybe we will go out for Chinese food but maybe not. I do need to do the following.

  • Pay both storages.
  • Pay phone bill.
  • Pay light bill.
  • Pay for the one auction I've already won. (a bra)
  • Set aside 20 for the one pending.
  • Get Mike some cold medication. He's been sick all weekend and I couldn't get him any because we had no cash.

Monetarily I think that's about all aside from groceries and whatnot. I had been planning on going to go buy a pair of jeans, some socks and some beaters but that is going to be post poned.

My plans for my vacation (3-13/3-22) involve little more than getting my computer to the apartment. Getting my bed and sitting on what left over cash I have. When we get our things out of storage I have some stuff I am going to be auctioning off because I don't wear it/like it/need it. And beyond that as far as money goes aside from my 9.30 a week for coffee I'm not spending anything else.

My budget is going to be tighter than a Nazi's asshole for the next few months. Fuck I just remembered I really absolutely have to get new glasses sometime fairly soon. My rx is about 2 years old and after about 4 hours of working my head hurts something fierce.

Fuck someone unplugged the speakers on this computer. That shit fucking annoys me. If you have to share workstations put em back the way they were. It's not that hard to just turn the power off.

Goddamn it I hate working without music.

Anyhow.

At this point in my life I really have no faith in the idea that things will work out for the best. I've been unprepared for every fucked up thing that's happened lately and I'm tired of being blindsided. I will be prepared. If that means going back to being a grim faced fucked up angry woman than that's just what's going to happen.

Not that I've stopped being pissed off but, I will be more active in it.

And as I've said (and friends have said) I run on pure fucking fury.

That's it for now. I'm tired and need to try to get my speakers plugged back in I hate working in silence.

Goodnight Frank.

Homo Out.


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