Sunday, April 08, 2007

No seriously people.

So I'm going to straight up beg. When you read could you click on the stupid google thing up there?

Pretty please? I'm certain if all four of you click once a visit I will make 3 dollars in five fucking years.

Do I sound bitter?

Why yes I am.

My usual side hustles are NOT going well. My local post office is a slice of poopy poopness. Mangled 1 package, apparently lost two other ones. Something I got in the mail was jammed in the fucking mailbox and torn. Not the first time either. I'm a little afraid to complain anymore. Those people know where I fucking live.

Things have been the uber fucking downhill ski with no poles and an avalanche coming down behind me. My 30th year was NOT supposed to be fucking be like this and I am really unhappy.

I think I'm going to stick to GPT for now and stop doing anything that requires shipping since trying to get to the PO by work is like planning a fucking coup.

So back to this unhappiness thing.

For probably the first time in my life I have no clue what to do about it. I have some options but none of them are exactly fulling me with optimism. More like a little bit of terror mixed with oh what the FUCK was I fucking thinking?

Now that my back is finally starting to feel better, I really need to start exercising again. That will help a lot.

So what else?

I need to take a breath. I really should go on a vacation and get treated like the Pissy Princess I am for a week, get snuggled and probably make people dance with me barefoot in the trees.

I very seriously for the sake of my health and whatnot need to de stress, work it out and keep going. I do not want to fuck up anything in my spinal area any more which the doc said I would. I do NOT want to have that knot thing in my neck become permanent. I do NOT want to have an ulcer. I do NOT want to befoul my disgestive system anymore.

I just have to keep reminding myself that yes, I will fucking be okay. Yes, if it doesn't drive a stake through my heart and cut my fucking head off I will be okay.

And while I'm begging someone else pretty please join GangsterGreed from the states. Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase.

Okay enough tummy hurt.

Homo Out.

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