Monday, May 28, 2007

Rope Bondage and other assorted things.

So I was just reading Monk's blog and a couple of entries down he has a hot little snippet of video tying up Violet Blue who as Ive said before I think is adorable and I have a bit of a girl crush on.

I'm slowly developing a more than curiosity about rope bondage. I've never really done a lot of it but I've had an aesthetic appreciation for it for years now. A lot of the fetish photography I like features rope bondage. Perhaps after a good bit of yoga practice I might volunteer for someone to tie me up.

I have to admit though being daunted by the fact that almost everyone I see/have seen practicing the sort of rope bondage I find most interesting tends to be very thin. Even as far as reading peoples preferences it's usually long and lithe which is a little scary.

And let's not even talk about some of the creepy feeder types. Actually no let's talk about that. When I was round 21 or so and probably the same size I am now or maybe a little bigger I met this guy who I thought was pretty damn cool.

Being that I was young and didn't know better his frequent mentions of his love of a big girl, his frequent gifts of rich tasty foods, lots of time spent rubbing on and loving my chub I had no idea what he was leading up to. At the time I just thought, hot DAMN actual dates as opposed to my usual dating style of, hey I like you lets hang out and screw.

After a time he started in with the feeder fantasies which I knew nothing about but bothered me. Forced feeding, wanting to pack another fifty or so pounds on me to make me "perfect". it was bad.

What creeped me out most was the idea of being fetishized like that. That is something that has always bothered me. Whether it's the "Oh I'm gonna do it with a BLACK GIRL" thing or love handle worshiper, whatever. That bothers me. I far prefer someone being all hot and bothered by the fact that I can mesmerize with a mile o chocolate cleavage AND verbally flay someone at the same time.

And please don't be fucking weird and creepy.

Be a little awkward that's fine.

Dig the chub? Hell yeah.

Dig the expanse of tasty brown flesh? Fabulous.

Just don't be fucking weird. Kthnks.

While fetishes are on my mind Anthony sugar I am emailing you after I hit publish.

Since I shared what I don't dig how about some stuff I do enjoy?

A perverse quick mind makes me moist.
I like boobies. All kinds of boobies I don't hate.
Booty. I dig the booty.
Mean looking women. I have a weakness.
Nerdy boys that like to do really dirty things.
Nerdy girls that like to do really dirty things.
Boots.
Boot worshipers. I will talk about my love of wearing shiny vinyl boots and having them licked another time.
People that can talk dirty intelligently. 5$ words used in a filthy context makes me twitchy in my private area.
Hot boys in hot boots.
Girls who make me laugh while touching my boobs.

Ok that's enough.

No more you perverts.

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