Issue #1 (and yes I am getting personal today)
My head is really not into how I'm living my life right now. And the part that is driving me to madness is that right now and for the foreseeable future there's really not anything I can do about it. Most of the reasons are the same that everyone else in the world deals with, I am not a special and unique snowflake in this.
The reasons are mainly financial. It's just not practical for me to even move to working part time to free up time for other pursuits. Even should those pursuits have the possibility of earning income it's not really enough and I am not in a position to take the chance.
I am often just too damn tired at the end of the day for anything much more than a bath, a few pages of a good book and food.
My time for doing creative things (and those are the things that make me happy) is just not there entirely.
I am having continued writing angst. From the fact that I can't seem to get a goddamn thing published to my angst about self publishing.
I'm just not sure what to do about any of it.
So I write.
Currently I'm working on getting content published on Associated Content. More on that if I get something accepted.
I'm also kicking around the idea of putting out a collection of some of my more personal erotica.
And I really just want a nap.