So they are both now on HubPages. I know I know I keep mentioning it but a girl has to earn extra pennies somehow.
Good lord I suck at self promotion. I feel weird and embarassed when I do it. I hate asking friends to look at my silly web projects.
I had a whole other post worked up in my head but rewriting my two articles kind of took it out of me and I don't really have anything functionally interesting to say.
However I do have a few musings.
I've been reading a lot more kink and sexuality blogs on my reader and almost daily I look at them and wonder, where are the fatties at?
Also where are the people of color?
I really can't be the only fat black will-bite-it-if-I-wanna-sexual in the whole fucking world who writes about sex ever.
To tell you the truth,
Now I don't think there's anything wrong with this, but in my head there is a disconnect going on. I keep seeing the same archetypal images and whatnot and frankly it's boring and I am starting to just not care which sucks because there are some sex writers who's writing I really enjoy.
But as a woman of color who has shall we say wide ranging aesthetic tastes, seeing the same thin white (occasionally Asian) people put forth as the sexy of sexy, is just boring.
I don't really know what to do with those feelings. I am not really interested (well maybe) in absolutely breaking new ground. But on the other hand I am of the mind that if you want to see something that you have the ability to do, do it.
I don't know.
Also unfortunately my current life situation doesn't really allow for the kind of sexual adventures I'd like to write about and have gotten into before. Another tough thing for me but I'm working it out. Or trying to rather.
So my commenting wonderful homies (I LOVE you guys) where are the fat sex talking dirty minded people.
Also, is there really room on the Fatosphere for fat sex? Can the Fatosphere deal with non polite, no euphemism sex? I wonder about that as well.
So okay. I'm kind of spent and I'm really tired so that's all.
PS..come Twitter with me.