Of the first variety a very adorable emo boy who said that my eye make up looks like candy.
Of the oh wait what, WHAT factor some dude that I assume was trying to hit on me asked me first if I was "one of those weird witch types" when I gave him the raised eyebrow he clarified by saying, "Cause you wear all that black". Um wut?
And the last one.
I got a note via Flickr that said:
"For a black girl you're kind of hot."
Okay yeah fuck off.
I just deleted it, I am absolutely not in the mood to be the Educating Negress today.
Any time a compliment is preceded by a qualifier that indicates to me that I am somehow extra super special just irritates me.
Frankly that's a power trip and I'm not playing.
In other news.
This coming New Year I am going to wrap my fatness in some fabulous fetishy wear and go to the Seattle Erotic Arts Festival festivities. There is usually at least one fancy party and I sort of know some folks who go and I want to go. Uniballer has been warned.
While I'm looking for outfits I'm forced to face several things.
What I like and want I don't want to overpay for shit that's clearly shoddy and made by someone who only knows how to design for a very tall, no hips, small busted body. That will not work for me.
I am also faced by the daunting task of trying to make myself something.
So currently I'm going to probably pick up a plain black overbust corset and a fluffy petticoat, then make the rest.
What's also daunting is that I realized just how sad and non existant my club goth wardrobe is and that's really sad to me. I hate that a few years of hardship completely demolished a part of my life I enjoyed.
what I mean by that is that I had to get rid of some of my fancy clothes and shoes. I hate that. I hate that I have to start again and then plan because I live in the fucking hinterlands.
What I'm not worried about right now is my body.
Yes I will be there looking fat and sassy as a motherfucker.
Will I be the fattest chick there? I have no idea. I don't care.
Will I have my ham out? Hells yeah I will.
In other news.
I am doing HNT again this week but have yet to take a photo.
But I do have a fotd.
My sexy ass nails.
Sally Hansen Hard as Nails X-treme wear in Blue It. Just one coat and it looks freaking awesome. I also picked up Crush which is an excellent shade of orange.
Okay I am going to have dinner and try to do some editing without tears.
Oh yes also a look for The Chicken.