I am finally starting to not feel quite so sick. This cold/flu/ebola whatever I've had is fucking bullshit man.
However I must admit a few things.
Okay confess is a better word for it.
Generally speaking I only really rest the first couple of days I'm sick.
I'm terribly dumb that way. I go to work if I'm not contagious, I go about my regular life. Which sometimes can be a huge detriment.
Sometimes I forget to eat.
Often I'm engrossed in other things, or not thinking about it and don't realize oh HAY I should eat something until my blood sugar takes a nosedive and I feel randomly pissed off or otherwise not good.
This is not good for me for a variety of reasons.
Being that I am a visibly fat person, all too often people encourage this and it maddens me to no end. It's not just your regular bullshit "diet" advice and/or kudos, when I raised a concern about it and wanted some medical advice on how to deal with it the doctor I was seeing at first didn't believe me (cause yes, I'm still a fatty) and then encouraged me to not quite skip meals but, go with my non recognition of hunger.
Yes she was serious.
Now with no big pimping medical degree I can tell you that habitually skipping meals can fuck up your metabolism, contribute to headaches, and you just don't feel good.
Why would anyone who claims to give a shit (otherwise known as the concern trolling hereabouts in the Fatosphere) advocate something that they know goddamn well is really fucking bad for you?
Quite frankly, it pisses me the fuck off that I had to go off and do the research myself without medical support to work on this.
I got entirely off of the point I was going to make.
In other news.
I keep seeing some things on my friends list on LJ that bug me that I'm not entirely certain what I should/can do.
I read the journals of some ladies who are quite thin and involved in very looks based industries. I understand that sometimes we all feel fat but, feeling fat and actually being fat are two different things.
I don't know any of the women well and I often have to scroll quickly by and shake my head. It's old hat and tiring.
Not to mention there's often ewwwwwwwwww fat (insert man/woman/whatever here) and fuck sake really?
I believe a pruning of my lj friendslist/people I read needs a good pruning as does who I follow on twitter.
I have neither the time nor energy to be the Educating Fat Negress when it comes to these things.
And I got distracted again.
This is my big clue that I'm still unwell, my concentration sucks.
Since I'm rambly anyway I'll just go with it. No use in fighting my brain.
OH before I forget my homie of awesome Mollena has some awesome writing news. I say..FUCKING SWEEEEEEEEEEET!
Someday I would be very down to be making a similar announcement.
Speaking of writing (check how smoove that was folks) I have already started my essays. YAY. I may have to push back a release until March (round my birthday)because I really want to take my time with it. I want to be sure to produce some stellar shit my homies.
Okay it's almost time for me to leave work and I'm very tired. There will be some new pictures sometime soon since I a.)found my camera case and b.) got new batteries for said camera.
So more as I recover and become more human like.
I love you guys. Feel free to use the comments to tell me what's new and fabulous in your lives, get some fancy drawers? Did you have some awesome sex? Get a new sex toy or pair of shoes? Tell me all about it my homies.
PS..Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck my sexytimes advice entry got all sorts of borkd when I did it, I should not try to give advice while tanked on Nyquil. There WILL be a redo.