Okay the title there is a reference to one of the things that brings me pure unadulterated joy. Howl by Allen Ginsberg Please take a minute to read it if you never have.
SO. My darlings it's 2011
Quite honestly upon waking on the first my very first thoughts after I went pee were as follows:
Holy shit..holy shit it's 2011. I'm 33 and it's 2011...HOLY SHIT I'M STILL ALIVE MOTHER FUCKERS FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUI
I was so filled with this visceral kind of joy I wanted to run around with a baseball bat smashing windshields and screaming at the top of my lungs.
I realize this may sound anti-joy but it's how I was (am) feeling.
I am so happy that I survived so much bullshit. I want to fuck shit up.
Speaking of fucking shit up can we talk for a second about how much I loathe New Years resolution culture? I really do. I hate the cheerleading of believing that for some reason you just weren't good enough the
Fuck that I'm awesome, you're awesome and how about let's be more awesome in the coming year
Was 2010 all full of win? No.
I had some ideas that failed miserably or that I just could not figure out how to execute. This year I want to be more fearless in working out how I'm expressing myself and whatnot because if I want more love art and beauty god damn it I will make it myself.
To be a bit more clear, I want to get read more. not just my blog here but my work in general. My writing and everything.
ALL. THE. THINGS
I'd also like to learn how to buy underpants that are comfortable. I have a panty aversion. I like having pretty underpants but I don't like the actual wearing of underpants. I realized just after Christmas that part of my aversion is not knowing how to buy any that fit.
So I'm going to make that happen.
Also I'm working on doing a porn filled affiliate page of awesome. Fact is I enjoy some really awesome porn and I would like some extra pennies. I'm making a special page and will link when it's ready.
While I'm at my little hustle here, check it out Babeland is having an awesome sale. You'll find the banner for Babeland right there in my sidebar.
Even if I wasn't an affiliate I would still urge y'all to shop there. They are awesome.
So go forth my darlings. Have the most beautiful and love filled year yet. Right now I myself am full of a slight bit of sickness and need to be full of soup.
Tell me about your holidays, did you have any? Did you do something awesome?
What's good and lovely?
Now scuse me, I have soup to eat and liquids to take in.